LIGNUM

I am with my unlogical solicitudes
You are with your stupefaction of past

I slept really late
and I woke up too early,
"there is something wrong, I really bet."
 
There, there,
I woke up thinking that
maybe some of us only can steal time,
by memorize it
or simply take a picture. 
but I
really feel
at that time,
time stole us,
moment seized us,
your watch laughed at us
"I got you, stupid,"
it teased.
in an unexpected way.
and that was, unfair yet blushed.

and finally I shout it at the loudest
while you cant give me but careless
and all of sudden it's full of regrets
when you hold your heart at its finest

i'm sorry, but this is too sick
the only way that you pick
it's not like what we thought, it reaches the peak
in the end it's only me and my heart sneaked

this poem is not about your fall
i love you,
and thats all

Sudah terlalu lama, sayang
Menunggu butiran-butiran debu menjadi gumpalan
Sembari kamu terlalu gemang untuk melangkah
lebih dari ini
lebih erat dari ini,

Aku mulai menyibukkan diri
Menghalau kamu yang tak urung, 
tak henti, tak capeknya berlarian
menilik tiap inchi sel otakku

Kamu jahat, sayang
Bisa-bisanya kamu masih tenang
melihat aku yang semaput menahan rindu
Lantas tersenyum bangga,
karena kamu tahu siapa yang menang